At 1 P.M. EST today, Adele’s full interview with Apple Music’s Zane Lowe will air, where she’ll address her new album 30 and the transformation she underwent in her personal life that inspired the music. In an exclusive clip above, debuting on ELLE.com ahead of the broadcast, Adele spoke candidly to Lowe about seeing her nine-year-old son Angelo watch her go through her divorce from his father, Simon Konecki, and how the empathy Angelo showed her profoundly changed her.
That experience inspired her upcoming 30 track “My Little Love.” Of the experience, Adele said:
For him [Angelo] to be little and say, “I can’t see you,” to my face broke my heart. And I just… that was definitely one of the things I was most scared of when I left our… I didn’t leave our family, but left that structure, was just, what if he hates me forever? And it didn’t take him long to ask me why we weren’t together. And I said, “I left, it wasn’t your dad,” and stuff like that. And it’s a lot for him and I just feel like him sticking with me, not asking to not stay at my house, not asking to not spend time with me, still always saying, “Dad, I want to go and see my mom now,” and stuff like that meant that he was being my friend and he had some empathy for me. So I really felt like that side of his story but through myself; I can’t tell his story actually for him. But I can speak about where he was finding himself in it. And it was really, really beautiful. And while I was writing it, I just remember thinking of any child that’s been through divorce or any person that has been through a divorce themselves or anyone that wants to leave a relationship and never will. I thought about all of them, because my divorce really humanized my parents for me. And that song, writing it, made me just be like, kind of get over things that my own parents did or didn’t do for me. And we all have our own expectations of our parents. Once we become a parent ourselves, I feel like we tend to be like, “Oh they did a shit job.” But in reality it’s fucking hard. And then you’re like, “Jesus.” Yeah, of course. I feel like it was important for me to tell Angelo’s story and be like, it was hard and I wasn’t doing a very good job at the most wild moment of his life probably.
You can listen to Adele’s full interview on Apple Music here.
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